October 06, 2024

The Maze



Walking inside a maze with no way out

All paths no matter how further they took me are deceiving

Blocked at the end with no hope to go through


I am trying to tame my wounded angry self... be rational... be reasonable... chase away my demons... stand my ground... believe that all will be ok 

In vain

I really dont know what to do... I really dont know where to go... i really dont know how to be ok... I really dont know when all of this will be over... I dont know... I really dont know.


How do you ask for peace and you took mine away

You left me in the middle of endless chaos... lost... unbalanced and... disoriented 

frozen inside my deepest fears

i wish i can breath... i wish i can see the sun... i wish i am out of this maze.. 


My Strange idea for today

and what if the fighter is tired of fighting?

and what if the fighter wants to surrender?


4 comments:

Anonymous said...

Hello E.G.
may be surrendering is not all that bad, in fact it might be comforting to let go the continues battles with one self and adapt to what we have and cherish life's little moments, perhaps we accidently find the good in it if any..
Cheers my friends

Egyptiana Trapped Soul said...

Dear Anonymous who calls me EG
i see your point, but letting go sometimes can be also destructive and some innocent souls will be affected.
at this point my war with myself must end... and i need to practice detachment and self focus ... lately that is all what i have been thinking about .

Anonymous said...

Dear E.G.
I agree with you, change does not have to be neither dramatic nor destructive,
may be in a surgical way for a lack of a better word thus minimizing further damage and hopefully getting on the right track enjoying the future and turning the page or pages of the past... cheers my friend..
on a different note, where is our dear Anonymous third musketeer?! she or he is truly missed.

Egyptiana Trapped Soul said...

where is our dear Anonymous third musketeer?!
i am wondering myself, in his last comment he mentioned going through hard time... i hope things are sorting out for him ... he is missed ... and i am worried