April 30, 2015

Thinking of you ...

لينا شماميان - بالي معاك: http://youtu.be/M8Kn9b5l2io

April 23, 2015

Where are my words


Searching inside my mind ... in the closed doors of my soul ... searching with hope sometimes ... and desperation most of the time.

Where are my words ... Where is my world ... Where is myself ... My dreams and hopes and endless thoughts. 

I am dissolved ... melted ... disappeared ... I am deformed ... or maybe reformed. 

I am myself but never me ... deep inside me ... secret dreamy me ... enchantress me ... The witch with the golden eyes. 

There is a lot that i want to draw with words ... but there is something that keeps me from sinking myself in a world of  my own creation ... anchored ... captivated. 

I love my life .. it has all the love and peace you can imagine ... but lacks something ... something that use to feed me ... and make me flourish. 

It lacks magic ... that spark of the unusual ... that touch of the unknown ... those stories i lived and breathed .. this world i created ... where all this has gone ... why i cant reach it anymore .. why i cant find the door ... what is keeping me ?

Life is too REAL


My strange idea for today: 
Witch and proud