September 24, 2007

Changing Seasons

Hearing the mysterious knocks of fall… smelling its faint scent that didn’t take full control over air yet, but just send messenger of cool breezes that play with our senses, and dance a secret dance with the trees; fill my eyes with the sight of white cottony clouds, which hide the heat of the sun to gently shade our mortal bodies.

All this make my heart ache… for no specific reason but the eager to meet fall again… and enjoy its beauty that exceeded any other season… though I have good feeling toward other seasons, but fall is always my favorite

That raises a question; What do I love about each season?!

mmm let me see

If I start with winter:

  • I was born in winter; in the incomplete month… the coldest among all winter months … and the weirdest among all months… of course you have guessed!!! FEBRUARY,
  • I love gray skies, from which I can see the true face of the world, hear angels’ cries, and bless my being with their tears “Rain”.
  • It is better to be sitting under blankets with a cup of hot chocolates; than sitting half naked in the AC!!! Sinus problem :(
  • The chill that turn our face and fingers numb! And make us appreciate our senses.
  • Abandoned streets
  • Winter clothes are more elegant
  • Magic about Master winter: he is cold yet send warm feelings to our hearts… for the cold weather let people tend to be closer to each other, looking for physical and emotional warmth, and appreciate the good company
  • Favorite place in winter: ALEXANDRIA


  • In which the songs of virgins in the hidden temples fill the being
  • Smells of fruits and heavenly flowers… clear blue skies… and trees start to wear all kinds of blossoms and colorful leaves
  • Enjoy the youth of the sun… with its shy light and heat
  • LOVE… LOVE… LOVE is in the air
  • All creature but humans are happier in spring, and as I value nature so I am happy for them too… even the sparrows songs are better
  • In spring, a high degree of harmony and union with nature elements can be reached… feel yourself in the sea… or sitting on green grass… touching tree trunks… smell the scent of flowers and roses and fruit’s trees… and listen deeply to the leaves and cool breezes
  • Still wintery clothes, with summer shades… they call that demi season
  • Favorite place in spring: Gardens


  • The SEA… jump in water and feel it penetrating your cells… wash you from inside…let go all darkness, and fill your emptiness with its holly secrets
  • I like the festivals of Poseidon, and river nymphs :) but that another story that I will write about in the diaries :D
  • Favorite place in summer: The Sea, & my Room


  • Sweet November
  • All good things happen to me in fall
  • In fall all feelings are balanced … away from winter depression, spring romance, and summer enthusiasm
  • Can reach a higher degree of spirituality and self exploration during the holly days of fall
  • The nature is letting go their own past … and start a journey to begin a new chapter in their life
  • Sweet sadness in the air … true feelings in the hearts… freedom of the soul
  • The elements of life express themselves greatly
  • I enjoy the festival of the Earth goddess, and wood nymphs :)
  • Favorite place in fall: My world, me, and myself

Seasons are like me, or I am like seasons, doesn’t really matter… we are both unstable with NO single mood… That may seem a negative thing, but in my opinion it is a bless

So… time to change the season… time to change the mood… time to change the face of my earth, my world, my life.

September 10, 2007

I love you... But do i trust you?!

It is know that love is associated with other feelings… joy, happiness, sometimes anger and hate… but I won’t talk about any of these… I am here to focus on only one corner-stone feeling in any relationship… which is trust!

The more the couple are in love, the more they trust each other... everyone agree with that?

Ok! here is my strange idea... by observing, thinking, and experiencing I found out that…

The more we love… the less we trust

The less we love... The more we trust

Yeh yeh! I know the flow of thoughts that push on your brain, but allow me to explain my strange idea… and the logic that I have based it upon.

It happens; mainly due to unbalanced degree of love between couples… moreover, the degree of romance each of the couple has.

In order to clarify my theory, let’s imagine that we have two persons, (A) and (B), who are in love; and let’s assume that (A) loves (B) more

Believing in the great love, and the high expectation that (A) has… a bitter feeling starts to dominate in (A)’s heart, thinking that the given love is not met by the proper degree, gratitude, and feelings… (A) then starts to misinterpret any word or action made by (B), which raise arguments, thus loss of faith and trust in the partner, and the relationship as a whole

Vice versa

As (B) loves (A) moderately, normally maybe practically… we will find that (B) has no problem at all in trusting (A)... Knowing the degree of (A)’s love… which became much more than just love… it becomes kinda worshiping, and adoration… things are taken for granted, knowing that (A) would do anything for (B)

Now! Are you (A) or (B)?

Sometimes (A)… loves more and suffers

Sometimes (B)… loves less and suffers

Sometimes (C)… What I didn’t mention this one??!!

Oh! Sorry … (C) is the one who experience zero degree of both values


Absolute neutral feelings, enjoyed by singles

I know what some may say, if the degree of love is not the same, so it is not a true love… common!!! That is not real life talk… we all know in a way or another the degree of love will never be the same, and the best we can hope for is to have the minimum possible difference!

And yes there are many types of love, platonic love, balanced romantic love, normal love, practical love …. You name it … it depends on the personality of the person!!!

So again which one you have experienced before? And is experiencing now!!