I am ... I stopped writing cause i lost myself ... I thought tht i ll b happy with normal life ... But i was wrong ... I miss myself badly and everytime i try to write i fail... It is a Sad sad things
It is complicated and has a lot to do with my aquarian nature ... But in simple words ... I am a weirdo according to the normal people standards ... I used to live in a world of my own creation full of magic and beautiful fantasy ... Some parts were too dark and dangerous .. But it was the world i lived in and inspired me ... i use to look out of this world and feel sad cause i am not like others ... Am different ... In everyway ... So when i had a chance to transform into a normal person and pursuit a normal life i didnt think twice ... Unfortunately i couldnt keep my old self ... It was the price i had to pay... The normal life consumed and exhausted me ... And now i stand in between two worlds .. And cant belong to any ... I cant b my old self and i cant accept my new self ... So i hide .. And thts why i stoped writing
Hello Miss Egyptiana, I'm glad you came out and answered. you always write from the heart and that's something I like about you, I surely have seen part of your magic and fantasy through your writing and that's why I was surprised that you stopped. you mention that some parts were dark and dangerous? I wonder if you can elaborate on that? To answer your question about anonymity, anonymity has many virtues. it enables people to be free expressing their ideas even if they were unpopular and do many worthwhile things without feeling inhibited. Peace.
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واين هى الكلمات ايها العرافه؟
Are you in a self imposed exile:) ?!
why did you stop writing?
I am ... I stopped writing cause i lost myself ... I thought tht i ll b happy with normal life ... But i was wrong ... I miss myself badly and everytime i try to write i fail... It is a Sad sad things
What do you mean by normal life? and why you lost your self? because if you did that is not normal is it?
It is complicated and has a lot to do with my aquarian nature ... But in simple words ... I am a weirdo according to the normal people standards ... I used to live in a world of my own creation full of magic and beautiful fantasy ... Some parts were too dark and dangerous .. But it was the world i lived in and inspired me ... i use to look out of this world and feel sad cause i am not like others ... Am different ... In everyway ... So when i had a chance to transform into a normal person and pursuit a normal life i didnt think twice ... Unfortunately i couldnt keep my old self ... It was the price i had to pay... The normal life consumed and exhausted me ... And now i stand in between two worlds .. And cant belong to any ... I cant b my old self and i cant accept my new self ... So i hide .. And thts why i stoped writing
Btw ... Why u dont have a name ? Why always anonymous?
Hello Miss Egyptiana,
I'm glad you came out and answered.
you always write from the heart and that's something I like about you,
I surely have seen part of your magic and fantasy through your writing and that's why I was surprised that you stopped.
you mention that some parts were dark and dangerous? I wonder if you can elaborate on that?
To answer your question about anonymity, anonymity has many virtues.
it enables people to be free expressing their ideas even if they were unpopular and do many worthwhile things without feeling inhibited.
Peace.
Read the older posts in this blog .. they may answer your question ...
I Will do that and see what can I come up with...
After reading and reading I came up with the following
I think letting go of the past is your step to happiness
but can you? or would you?
Cheers,
Anger.. Frustration.. Uncertainity.. Devouring my senses .. Consuming my peace .. I cant overcome myself
I sense allot of pain, Why?
let it out, it might help relieve some of the pain.
If you do celebrate Ramadan Happy Eid.
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