October 15, 2024

The Three Musketeers





I have been meaning to write about this for quite sometimes.

The Three Musketeers... 

The delay was unintentional... my senses were submerged in endless oceans of overthinking and sadness.. but now is the moment, triggered by the absence of one of us...

The Three Musketeers, and Milady ;)
a beautiful story, speaks of friendship and the bond that can be created between strangers...
isn't it something?
to form a friendship with words?
and what are we but words... 

We are here reading and writing... resting our fighting souls...  supporting and sharing opinions... laughing and even crying... seek nothing but a beautiful friendship 

Here... in this little space stolen from the world... where we can simply take off our armors, and lay down our swords... share food for the heart and soul, before it is time to get out to face the storm again.

After brief thinking... It was not very hard to choose which character I may be... there is only one worthy female character after all :)

that character who had to wear masks to survive, but i am not deceitful... i am sharp like a sword.. i cut and let them bleed... walking away and never be seen again. 
I am poison... dormant poison

So i raise my cup in a toast to the marvellous Musketeers and... ;) Milady.

But before i go... I would like to send a call for dear Anonymous who is lost in the sea of life... taken away by waves of frustration...  bravely facing the world with faith and strength... 

Stay Strong my friend, for you are a Musketeer who is fearless of whatever may come.

We light a candle for you... to see through the shadows... to see the way home.

My Strange Idea for Today
Prayers to the Anonymous who is lost in the sea..
Prayers to a stranger I know  nothing about.. but cherish his existence in my life 
Prayers to an endless friendship between the Anonymous souls who gather in this little corner of strange ideas



October 06, 2024

The Maze



Walking inside a maze with no way out

All paths no matter how further they took me are deceiving

Blocked at the end with no hope to go through


I am trying to tame my wounded angry self... be rational... be reasonable... chase away my demons... stand my ground... believe that all will be ok 

In vain

I really dont know what to do... I really dont know where to go... i really dont know how to be ok... I really dont know when all of this will be over... I dont know... I really dont know.


How do you ask for peace and you took mine away

You left me in the middle of endless chaos... lost... unbalanced and... disoriented 

frozen inside my deepest fears

i wish i can breath... i wish i can see the sun... i wish i am out of this maze.. 


My Strange idea for today

and what if the fighter is tired of fighting?

and what if the fighter wants to surrender?