I have Nothing
I own Nothing
I reached Nothing
I am Nothing
my days are eaten, munched slowly, devoured continuously
between this and that I have to run... forgetting all about me, and my dreams, and my tomorrows
live day by day.. with no plans or visions
suddenly I took a moment and looked around... questions poured inside my head like torrential rain
where am I?
What am I doing?
when I ll be me?
what is wrong with me?
Still frozen in a current status?
itching to fulfill something but why cant you do it?
how did I use my days?
for a long time, I kept losing little pieces of myself.. comply.. accept.. suck it up.. and the demons I thought they are gone, grew bigger and fiercer, and new ones joined
I spend my time fighting myself, fighting life, fighting for life... I spend my time running in the wheel for others.. always for others
and now the white hair is invading my head, winning in a cold creeping war... I looked around... and for a moment i realized
I am nothing
I have nothing
I am nothing
I own nothing
I am nothing
I reached nothing
on the verge of despair I stand
the pit of fire is ready for me
burning whatever is left of me... ashes dispersed far and wide
The silence is so loud... and before the last of me is gone I hear it ringing in my head
I am nothing
I have nothing
I own nothing
I reached nothing
My strange idea for today
nothing can save me from the nothing i become
