March 14, 2009

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I am giving up searching for cosmic complicated answers for my unusual questions... and try to be satisfied with the simple ones.

but i still would love to compare between simple answers and cosmic unusual ones

1) why those men who get to know me.. fall in love with me.. lust me.. and cannot stay away from me!!

unusual answer: cause i am the reincarnation of an ancient goddess of love, sexuality and magic

simple answer: cause i am a woman and that is it, men has no reason to be attracted to women, that is the way their system goes.

a goddess is a woman in the inside and outside, so simple answer is in a way or another a simple interpretation to the unusual one .. but still men has something in their mind that make them sence the femininity of the woman in front of them, no matter how tough she tried to seem... the bless of eve shows

2)what is death?

unusual answer: the transfer from one status to another, from the material to the spiritual existence while living in another dimension that has a transparent wall from which the dead are able to watch us... moreover death gives the soul a very high ability to transmit worries and guidance to the beloved ones.. so it is an enhancement in ones senses after all

simple answer: the body stop functioning and the person stop existing

mmm no there is a difference between those two answers, the first one is much more optimistic lol .. and the second is dark and sad ... read between lines

3) does love really exist?

unusual answer: love is a status of attraction and creation of physical and spiritual bond and responsibilities between two existing entities; those entities can or cannot be of the same genre, they can be two humans, a human and an animal, or a human and a unliving thing like a book or a house or a car... and as we can see human is the key word, cause simply they created that term .. and their life evolves around it since the dawn of time.

Simple answer: no

that was too simple :) but why they are contradicting !!! one says yes, and one says no !!!
i think the reason is on how we look at the word love; with its absolute meaning, or relative one!!
i cannot tell which is right, although both are mine ..

4)how do i perceive my relation with nature?

unusual answer: swim naked, stand naked feeling the morning breezes or under the rain, lay naked on the green grass and flower petals...

simple answer: nature nurture my senses

finally a similarity here, we feel through our bodies.. that is why touching is a very important mean to create bonds between two persons... we feel unmaterialistic things with our mind, and we feel materialistic things with our body... and since nature in its core is material existin things, so our body is the best tool to feel it and nurture our senses with its hidden magic.

5) one final question... why everytime i think i find the path .. i loose it? why everytime i think i found happiness.. it disappears ?

unusual answer: Fate.. we never know what is coming

simple answer: Fate... we never know what is coming

No comment on that

My Strange Idea for Today

I want to work in a radio station in a spiritual and self help program!!!... do i fit?


Arabic ID said...

قراءة كلماتك دوما شئ جميل واصبحتى تقللى منها
الأمل عندى أن يكون لك كتاب قريبا
the goddess
simple answer: men are not in one type, and everyone is searching for his answers in the woman, and they worship what they don't own.

simple answer: hope or no hope that makes the faith

simple answer: what would be the meaning of sacrificing for one who hurt you once and you don't expect a return ,..... OK, may be a word or a smile?

simple answer: nature consumes and makes energy in one step, so keeps us harmonized

the path
simple answer: the path is not our own till we make them then we overwhelm it, but if one got his path crossed and CIRCLED he will get lost where did we start ? and where will be the next step? .
the fate only draws options in endless scenario, and we choose.

unusual answer: magic as real as it could be, a myth with a human look, a story told and can't be written, but be aware of being forgotten.


Miss Egyptiana "Trapped Soul" said...

My beloved arabic id

it is your words that nurture me, and make me feel the touch of light on my weary face...

thank you for all your words .. but i have only two comments on them:

simple answer: i feel empty, yet filled with thousand of words... i listen to silence, yet there are screams of thoughts in my mind... i dunno what happened to me.. my magical pen has abandoned me.. or my soul has surrendered to reality!!

i miss writing

forgotten .. i myself have forgotten her, so it is natural if others do..i miss living her.. and her dreams

you make me smile in my darkest times

thank you

Sherif said...

يشرفنى ان ادعوك لحضور حفل توقيع أول كتاب لى فى عالم الادب " لست الا بعض الاوراق" والذى يقام باذن الله يوم الاحد 5 ابريل 2009

المكان : مكتبة ديوان بمصر الجديدة
العنوان : 105 شارع ابو بكر الصديق مصر الجديدة – مقابل نادى ضباط الجلاء بمصر الجديدة
التاريخ : الاحد 5 ابريل 2009
الميعاد : 7 مساءا

فى انتظار تشريفك

Mohaly said...

These are tooo many thoughts :)

Just wanna comment on love... I think it is rather a state of mind, we love the person who comes at the right time where we want to love, and hence we fall for this person...and call it love..

Love is the most complicated simple feeling that we ever experience!

مياسي said...

love them all, but i loved the first one the most:) pay forward for ur answers!!

Arabic ID said...
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Miss Egyptiana "Trapped Soul" said...

Mohaly :)

i agree with your definition of love .. it is all about timing ... and the surrounding environment

but this simply means, there is nothing called true love .. or someone we cannot forget... everyone if forgotten .. and every love feeling can be rebuild

only if the one shows :)

Miss Egyptiana "Trapped Soul" said...


اشكر لك مرورك الكريم واعجابك بكلماتى

لم اعد الان ابحث عن اجابات ، فقد قرات منذ ايام ان الاجوبة اكثر بكثير من الاسئلة

تتلون الاجوبة بالوان الناس نفسهم

لن اتوقف عن محاولة فهم وجودى
ولكنى لن اسأل
اعتقد ان البحث فى الاجوبة اكثر فائدة ... اجوبة الاخرين بالطبع وليس اجوبتى

فمنها احاول رسم صورة كاملة للموقف ولعل وعسى اعرف

مع خالص تحياتى وتقديرى