How 15 consecutive days of hard times and problems will leave me?!?!?!
Completely not myself
Soaked with negative energy
Anger was flowing in my veins
Poisoning my blood
Polluting my brain cells
Polluting my brain cells
I was breathing the dust of loss and sorrow
That day ... I woke up with a grey feeling ..
With a need to push away the dark clouds shadowing my mind.. purif my inner self .. and relax
and an urge to merge with nature with a touch of ancient rituals
I sat in my living room... switched off the light .. closed my lovely floral curtains and sat on the relaxing couch
all what i needed is a shade of light ... coloring my walls
silently i started to prepare my spiritual relaxing ambiance... beginning with:
Floral scented candles .. spreading the smell of ancient gardens .. fill the small space with pure white light .. hunting down the negative spirits that invaded my mind and soul... creating a protective aura ... surrounding my mortal being
Then put a candle in the semi transparent Salt Lamp ... breathing as if it was alive .. erupting with showers of negative ions in the space of my room ..neutralizing the surrounding air... sending a warm feeling to my body and soul .. rejuvenating my brain cells
Lilac Incense in the center.. the ascending smoke twirls in front of my eyes .. drawing scenes of magical worlds .. war .. love .. monsters hunted by knights .. and in the corner shows a pinkish cloud .. with a crystal palace.. in which i lived for long nights and days
Spiritual Relaxing Music in the background... nurturing my weary soul... inspiring me... wash my inside with soft waves of melodies... one wave after the other... pulling the poisonous reality away from me.. into deep dark seas of endless magical stories
and to complete the feeling of ecstasy.. i fixed myself a cup of Raspberry flavored Tea.. in my special china.. slowly sipping one rich portion after the other.. feeling the hot sacred liquid vanquishing the thirst of my dry spirit
I was reaching a spiritual climax
Filling my senses .. one after the other..
Visioning magical worlds
Hearing music from heaven
Smelling ancient wisdom
Tasting peace and balance
Feeling relaxed and numb
I felt as if i am in a beautiful forest ... bathing in sunlight ... flying inside a clear stream ... filled with songs of angels and sacred sparrows
I felt as if i am laying on the morning dewed grass .. watching cottony clouds racing aimlessly.. and laughers of nymphs rising from no where
I felt a volcano of love erupting inside me... and a need to fall in my husbands arms ... kissing his soft lips lovingly ... closing my eyes .. hearing his heart beats that increasingly call my name
I was gaining myself back ... my true me .. and from that day on .. i decided to write again
It now became a habit ... every free morning .. I create my little world .. and Dream
My Strange Idea for Today
I am a Goddess
3 comments:
That sounds Very cool..
thanks to every thing made you back to writing again.
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I am going to get back to bussiness in blogging and follow my dearest bloggers, after I thought this became to be from the history.
ahhh what a wonderful picture you paint! I always had a feeling you had something like this blog in you, but only now have I discovered it. For me, writing is the essence of me and I am lost when I don't write. Thank you for the insight into you, my lil' one, I had a wonderful time reading and clicking "previous post" over and over ... you have another avid follower :-) Don't ever stop.
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