March 25, 2011

I Transform

"Nature is in a constant state of transformation" - sophie's world (p33)

so do we !!

so do everything .. and everyone around

I changed .. a great part of me

some qualities were lost forever in the endless darkness of the oceans

some qualities were acquired .. but not all are angelic ..

and some were haunted for .. adaptation is a necessity

Everyday i look in the mirror to find a change .. slight .. but exist

a hair is whitening

a wrinkle is crawling on the side of myface

a sight of confidence is increasing

a heart beat of fear is Sneaking to the usual rythm of my heart


Even my dreams ... my thoughts ... the way i look to things


sometimes .. i miss me .. the ignorant young girl who is still taking her first steps in life

sometimes .. i hate me .. the clumsy who hardly listens to anybody ... want only to do what she wanna ... without rational thoughts about the consequences


even my words ... my interests ... even the way i embrass things


sometimes .. i love the change .. i love what i gained .. the high level of tolerence .. the rationality of thinking .. the wisdom

sometimes .. i hate it .. for i cant enjoy the crazy pleasures of life


is what we are going through

physically .. mentally .. spiritually

but if there is only one fact in this change .. i fear more of tomorrow .. the dragon heart that use to beat once inside me .. is soften ..

heart ache i feel

My Strange Idea for Today

we dont use well our time .. we only keep spilling it


Anonymous said...

This sounds nice, however can you shed some light on this.,
Is this due to marriage or just an act of nature?
because if it is due to marriage then we will have to promote it as a mean of change.
if it is nature then we will have to wait:)

Miss Egyptiana said...

Dear Anonymous
Change is due to every experience we are going through so it is not just marriage

but i have to admit that marriage is the most complicated, time consuming, continous adventourous, experience a person can ever go through

it has affected me a lot .. and the impact whether it is positive or negative is due to the nature of the relation .. pinkish or bluewish

promote marriage .. it is a bless

hope to see a name next time