Day and Night... nightmares occupying my mind
Sleeping..
Awake..
I close my eyes searching for peace.. but i find the nightmares waiting for me... coming with a big grin... knowing that they will have so much fun messing up my sleep
I wake up exhausted and tired... to find them dancing in front of my eyes.. showing me my ugliest fears and screaming loud about my losses
Day and Night
IN my mind
no PEACE can be attained
Day and Night
Faceless Fears haunting ME
Nightmares blur everything inside
DAy and NiGht
My Strange Idea for Today
not safe.. Day or Night
9 comments:
Dear Egyptiana, I can hear you its so Morbid that I can barely go through the whole post because I was there for the past year and may be more sorry but I really can't endorse enough I am just starting to heal all I can say God be with you.
Dear E.G. with people of extreme intelligence such as yourself it is very hard for anyone who cares about their well being finding words that will relieve their pain, I second my dear anonymous (God be with you and all of us.)
My Dear Anonymous who calls me Egyptiana
I am sorry this post has stirred bad memories ... really didn't mean it
it was an ongoing status that i felt i had to say something about
day and night ... and i dont know where to run for a morsel of peace
may peace shade your days always
My Dear Anonymous who calls me EG
thank you my friend.. god is merciful but i just don't know why he is leaving me in this loop ?
i pray everyday for a way out ... a glimpse of good ... of anything... but things just get more complicated .... i know i have to be patient ... but it hurts .. every.. single .. day
Hello friends, with E.G. permission allowing the use of her platform..
I would like to see your ideas of happiness vs joy?!
from self experience and perception as will., if you like..
cheers
you dont need my permission my friend... and i would like to know as well
Thank you dear E.G. for sharing the platform,
The idea of opening some kind of discussion is to share experiences of what one perceives happiness and or joy,
I find it intriguing and no two people are alike in responding to the root cause of either,
I thought it might be an idea that will take our minds off of the usual to the other side of the spectrum and since none of us knows the other two of us in person it might encourage more openness..,
If either one of you would like to explore another subjects I’m in:)
Well hello Anonymous and Eyptiana sorry but the last days have been tough more than expected as I was having my final long momentum that I have been waiting for it in years suddenly out of the blue someone stole my happy moment in a very malicious, cunny way spreading lies among my colleagues and beloved ones I wasn't sleeping my baby born was in jeopardy but after today it was resolved but i lost my temper and I really hate that when I feel like a heated volcano I need rest, peace I want to retrieve the old me :( what Anonymous suggest as topic is indeed interesting but I can't share my insights I am too exhausted, tired, sad and drained may be when I restore my energy I will share my two cents!
Now I leave in peace be well my dear ones....
Dear Anonymous,
Sorry to hear about the unfortunate turn of events, it's OK to have heated volcano once in a while, hope your baby is safe and sound and wish you peace for sure.
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