Day and Night... nightmares occupying my mind
Sleeping..
Awake..
I close my eyes searching for peace.. but i find the nightmares waiting for me... coming with a big grin... knowing that they will have so much fun messing up my sleep
I wake up exhausted and tired... to find them dancing in front of my eyes.. showing me my ugliest fears and screaming loud about my losses
Day and Night
IN my mind
no PEACE can be attained
Day and Night
Faceless Fears haunting ME
Nightmares blur everything inside
DAy and NiGht
My Strange Idea for Today
not safe.. Day or Night
20 comments:
Dear Egyptiana, I can hear you its so Morbid that I can barely go through the whole post because I was there for the past year and may be more sorry but I really can't endorse enough I am just starting to heal all I can say God be with you.
Dear E.G. with people of extreme intelligence such as yourself it is very hard for anyone who cares about their well being finding words that will relieve their pain, I second my dear anonymous (God be with you and all of us.)
My Dear Anonymous who calls me Egyptiana
I am sorry this post has stirred bad memories ... really didn't mean it
it was an ongoing status that i felt i had to say something about
day and night ... and i dont know where to run for a morsel of peace
may peace shade your days always
My Dear Anonymous who calls me EG
thank you my friend.. god is merciful but i just don't know why he is leaving me in this loop ?
i pray everyday for a way out ... a glimpse of good ... of anything... but things just get more complicated .... i know i have to be patient ... but it hurts .. every.. single .. day
Hello friends, with E.G. permission allowing the use of her platform..
I would like to see your ideas of happiness vs joy?!
from self experience and perception as will., if you like..
cheers
you dont need my permission my friend... and i would like to know as well
Thank you dear E.G. for sharing the platform,
The idea of opening some kind of discussion is to share experiences of what one perceives happiness and or joy,
I find it intriguing and no two people are alike in responding to the root cause of either,
I thought it might be an idea that will take our minds off of the usual to the other side of the spectrum and since none of us knows the other two of us in person it might encourage more openness..,
If either one of you would like to explore another subjects I’m in:)
Well hello Anonymous and Eyptiana sorry but the last days have been tough more than expected as I was having my final long momentum that I have been waiting for it in years suddenly out of the blue someone stole my happy moment in a very malicious, cunny way spreading lies among my colleagues and beloved ones I wasn't sleeping my baby born was in jeopardy but after today it was resolved but i lost my temper and I really hate that when I feel like a heated volcano I need rest, peace I want to retrieve the old me :( what Anonymous suggest as topic is indeed interesting but I can't share my insights I am too exhausted, tired, sad and drained may be when I restore my energy I will share my two cents!
Now I leave in peace be well my dear ones....
Dear Anonymous,
Sorry to hear about the unfortunate turn of events, it's OK to have heated volcano once in a while, hope your baby is safe and sound and wish you peace for sure.
Hello my fellow Musketeers hope you are safe and well!
Its been quite sometime since our last contributions but I carry some good news finally my journey is about to come to end after days, months and dare I say years of despair and self doubt I finally did achieved my ultimate goal and walked tall in spite of few final misfortunes as in usual case but I did it and feel so proud yet totally drained and lack of any energy strange feeling thought once I achieved what I was suppose to do and dreamt of yet still I feel the lack of happiness may be its my nature that I became hard to be satisfied with whatever I achieve God has been extremely generous yet I don't want to sound like ungrateful or taking his blessings for granted but I think I need a nice vacation to recharge and I will be back shortly.
Wish you enjoy a nice summer breeze as for me its time for Sun, Air & Sea.
Cheers!
P.S. Don't worry I will be around and will check this lovely special corner every now and then.
Hello,
I'm glad you achieved your goal and you are proud as you should, as for the lack of total happiness I think everyone is, you are just more honest about it,
wishing you a great, wonderful and cheerful break.
Morning Fellow Musketeers,
Sending my sincere greetings from City by the sea enjoying fresh air of a lovely summer breeze :) Nothing beats a relaxing and peaceful vacation! I wonder where is Milady?
Crossing my fingers she is doing well because she seemed morbid in the past few months I really wish her well.
Let's catch up have a lovely week.
Morning to you too:)
Glad you are enjoying your time hope the weather is nice where you are and may you always have peace of mind, as for Milady i.e. EG let's wait for her answer.
Hello Anonymous,
keep us updated with your daily activities interactions and surrounding atmosphere:)
My dear Porthos thank you for your kind wishes, indeed I have been longing for this long awaited vacation after years of struggle & despair!
As for my daily activities nothing much; swimming and tasting the bubbly ;)
Most likely will remain dormant till next September to resume my journey with my newly born baby :)
Crossing my fingers to hear from our beloved Milady AKA the ONE & ONLY "EGYPTIANA"
Cheers!
Congratulations are in order hope your baby is enjoying your beautiful company:)
where are you EG,
time to come out and indulge us with your beautiful writing
I feel Egyptiana might be incubated in her cocoon :( but I totally understand her absence as I've been there all we can do is pray for her to rise and shine into this special corner that she created!
Amen to that,
she might be cooking a great idea, I hope to see it soon
While I'm beholding the dark horizon of the Sea colliding with a sky full of thousand Stars shining and illuminating the darkness, thinking of this vast universe...
A beam of light crossing my mind thinking of child, teen and adulthood with all the people we have encountered along our life in the past, present and those who are awaiting us in the future?
All lives intersects one way or another yet either we just don't pay attention or we are so blind that we no longer see the light!
I guess each person needs a moment of illumination just like the hero in any story so from now on I choose to be illuminated after years of denial, frustration, anger and despair.
Thank you Egyptiana because re-reading your post forced me to search a specific song that I listened to 42 years ago and totally forget as if it was erased from my memory and subconscious - if you know what I mean- once I found this song I almost burst into tears...
Thank you my friend for making my "Day & Night" and boosting my mood.
Wish I could return the favor one day for my dear friend.
Cheers!
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